my google page

here is a link to my page for anyone who wants to get ot know me better and chat with me xD that is all im off to bed night guys

the power of music

if you like heavy metal click that xD its one of my new favorite songs i love the beat of the song. but anyways music has a long history of helping people feel better and to alot of people has a spiritual connection

high school -___-

i go to a high school with a buncxh of bafoojns and people i have a strong dislike for and wish got kicked out but hey at least i am getting the hell out of here very very soon and proably never looking back. i will still visit my high school when i am in college but only ot see some of my favorite teachers and people i love that are not graduating thisd year with me

meditation has been a samll aprt of my lifer but as my stress levels go up and my patience goes down i find myself in need of a nice way to realx so i meditate

life quotes

spring break

so i want on spring break to Florida and had a really good time and you can follow the first link to my Facebook page where u can see some of my photos i really had alot of fun and am still recovering from being on the run all day every day so sorry about the sorta lazy post xD


spring break photos

here is a link to where i went to swim with dolphins   discovery cove

live art run part 4

1. i have been bullied online for as long as i have been involved with internet media and social networking sights. most of it is very annoying and i try my best to not let anyone hurt me feelings online but that is a challenge itself.

2.  i have hurt alot of peoples feelings usually people who are bullying me, my friends, or people who are being rude to people on a Facebook page i admin on. i never really regret it because in my eyes they had it coming for being rude first.

3. absolutely because now your best friend could be the one starting drama or anyone u know or even people you do not know can have access to anything you put online even if you don't think they can...they can and will if they want to. now it only takes a few clicks and typing to stat drama while back in the day u had to say something to start drama now it can be posted and removed in time for you to now be found out as the one who started the drama.

helping the earth and others ^__^

i am working on a page on Facebook that allows me to talk to people who suffer from self harm addiction and general depression and i get on there to help those people see the good inside themselves and i believe i am making the world a better place by doing this

the page is called "dont let the world bring you down darling"

this photo has alot of value to me because i am still working on recovering from self harm and the ribbon plus what i consider to be a international sign of self harm recovery the butterfly (the butterfly project) has alot of value to me and i am sure it has alot of value to people who self harm and damage themselves to relieve pain.


stay strong, you can beat this.

anorexia nervosa :/

so many people do not see anorexia as a form of self harm but it is in alot of ways and it is very self destructive...



i will with complete honesty i was anorexic for about a year. i just thought of myself as a lil chunky and wanted to be able to see my abs again so i started not eating and thru alot of support and my friends a year later i was back to eating but i still to this day sometimes have a hard time eating

your scars will fade and you will recover from your addiction just the same as you have lived your life 

photo: tumblr,com

in 5 years i actually see myself in college or graduated college with a good job and a loving girlfriend of fiance. i see this as my future because i have stopped self harming and am recovering quickly and very soon will be able to function just as well as a normal person. my scars will have faded and there will be little reminder of my days as a cutter.

you have all the power in the world to stop cutting. get the help and support you need thru friends and u will win the fight 

photo: rebloggy.com

i remember my days when i was younger when i did not know of cutting and if you are anything like me then you know deep down the only way out of your addiction is to find out what you were feeling when you started. it is a long journey full of blood and new scars but stopping is worth the scars..

no one cuts for attention....

this quote is reat becasue it shows how everyone grows up and some are faced with addiction to self harm

this song speaks to me alot because i to struggle with self harm

About this

i have self harmed for 5 years and made this blog to help support anyone and everyone who suffers an addition to harming themselves and so that they know they are not alone. this blog is for anyone to read, comment on and enjoy knowing that other people out there suffer too. i suffer and i made this so that i know i am not alone and so i may to over come my addiction.